This is the first (thing I remember)...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 20:40:34 GMT

havent updated in awhile...ive just been to lazy i guess....florida was a fun time, um this week went pretty fast...on monday i hunged out with josh and peter...and josh asked me to prom so im goin to prom with josh so im excitted for that...it should be fun...tuesday had a game and lost...had a game on friday and lost...then after my game me peter and josh went to the mall and hung out went back to peters house then josh's house and was about to watch cky when meghan and jimmy call us and ask us to jump meghans car at the mall becuz her battery died...ha yea so we drove back to the mall to jump her car and then i just went home afterwards...becuz i had to wake up early on saturday for pictures and game...which was horrible becuz it was raining and freezing cold...and we lost pretty badly...then i came home from my game and slept...and now later tonite im suppost to hang out with the urgos and i think some other kids and hopefully getting wasted.

o yeah i made my confirmation on i think wed...and i got $170 so that was excitting...good thing i spent $70 of it already at the mall last nite.

im out.

Ilissa

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 21:19:14 GMT

i know no one will do this...but umm maybe i can pretend that someone will actually fill this out for me.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 20:53:13 GMT

everything is awesome..i got my braces off yesterday and tonite im leaving to go to florida....yussssss

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:35:05 GMT

I GET MY BRACES OFF TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMMMM SOOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYY!

THAT IS IT!

ILISSA!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 00:00:43 GMT

Today was an alrite day...we had a game today and we won 6-3 so that was kool...but im pretty excitted for wed. becuz i get my braces off wow u dont understand how excitted i am for them to come off..and then on thurday nite im leaving to go to florida so im pretty excitted for that also. yea so i have a game on wed and thurs and friday but im missing my friday game..im over it. alrite thatz all that is really goin on...later

Ilissa

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 00:16:58 GMT

Yeah so my lacrosse game yesterday was cancelled so i stayed afterskool for no reason...today was such a stressful day becuz everyone was harrassing and teasing me today...and then at the end of the day i went to the nurses office to get my bag for lacrosse and um it was locked in the office becuz the nurse lady left and locked it in there so u kno what was awesome...but stacey got some lady to open the door for us...then i had lacrosse practice which was pretty much pointless becuz we didnt really do anything...then i try to get on the 4 o clock bus but neil was sweet and was giving me a hard time becuz i didnt have a bus pass i was like yelling at him im like idk what to tell u i dont have one, and hes all like go get one and im like i dont feel like it...he didnt like that to much...all well hes gay. then i got home and became mad bored and sam called me and im all like we need to do something before i die of boredum..(sp?)...so me her and meghan decided that we would all meet each other so i road my bike and they walked and we met on church road and then we decided to go to micheal jackson and jaralds house and played some bball and jarald cheered for us while we played haha it was funny...it was a fun time. now i just got home and im trying to decide if i wanna go bowling with sam meghan peter and jimmy...but i have a game tom and i have to be at the skool at 9 so i think ill be tired...so idk if i wanna go...alrite idk why im giving a play by play...wow im a loser...i hate having games on saturday becuz i feel like i cant do anything fun on friday nites...and i havent gotten wasted in awhile and im dying too...and then i cant really do anything on saturday nites becuz early the next morning i have confirmation classes...i cant wait for those to be over with...alrite im gunna go later

Ilissa

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 00:16:58 GMT

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 22:02:59 GMT

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in, swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around
How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
And how's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be, How's it going to be
How's it going to be

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 02:21:51 GMT

http://community.webshots.com/user/ilissaspics

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 02:03:17 GMT

today was an alrite day...it was my easiest day becuz i had gym and such...krystle cut me some bangs and lindsay helped, i sometimes like them...idk i think i have to get use to them. right now i have a headache...and it sux...

tom. after practice everyone on the lacrosse team is goin to sarah's house for a team dinner thing...that should be fun, im excitted for that.

8 more days until i get my braces off and 9 more days until i go to florida...yep u can say im pretty excitted.

whew thatz enough of this mad excitting news.

Ilissa

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 22:21:37 GMT

Yeah i decided to change my livejournal around a lil bit...i was getting bored with the whole tom delonge theme...and im like obsessed with bam margera so you know...

yea so the big snow day today in the beginning of april...that was pretty excitting...actually i was pretty glad becuz i didnt have any of my hw done and i was planning on skipping today anyways.

um idk if i wrote about it or not but on friday i went with the whole lax team including sloane to the bandits game...that was pretty fun then we slept over nicole kaleta's house...that was alrite.

Today i didnt really get to sleep in to late becuz there was people remodeling my kitchen so it wasnt that quiet...but today i really didnt do anything to excitting...but i didnt mind as long i wasnt in skool.

April 13th im getting my braces off...then on April 14th im goin to florida...o man i cant wait...yep well thatz about it...

Ilissa

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 02:08:02 GMT

You are Napoleon Dyanamite and a buttload of gangs
are trying to recruit you.

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

thanx to dawn i now know how to make my pictures actually work

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 02:51:07 GMT

SAMS BIRTHDAY BASH!

me and christine

me being weird

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 01:56:01 GMT

man i wish my pictures would show...and man i wish i wasnt so lazy to try and fix them...whew im out

WHEW

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 06:13:32 GMT

Well this weekend was fun...um friday i came home to find that my new sneakers had come in the mail so i was all excitted for that...then later that nite me and kayla went to go see ring 2 that was fun we saw liz and kristen there and some kids got kicked out of the theater for being annoying, the cops came and were like u gotta leave and everyone clapped...yep idk why im telling u all this becuz it doesnt matter....anyways...umm today i went to see the lion king at shys with my family...it was pretty creepy...ummmmm then i went to my aunts for idk dinner or something then came home and then went bowling with some kids and had a party at bowling...yep it was intense i was mad good i got into the double digets....heres a pic to get the full effect....

^yep those are spandex....thatz my team uniform....im the only one on my team.

Whew im mad over tired im goin crazy....whoa i better go to bed i have church to go to tom. then religion to do some skit to some kids...haha woah im laughing at nothing...

Ilissa

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 01:12:59 GMT

well this week was pretty much a good week so far...on wed. i came home to find that my dad bought me a new cell phone which is sooo random and really not expected from him...that was awesome...and tom. my new sneakers are suppost to come in, so im mad excitted for that. ((new cell number...982-5152))

Tom. me and kayla are gunna go to the movies to see ring 2 so that should be fun, i havent hung out with just me and her in awhile, so im excitted. i only had lacrosse 3 times this week so that was a plus becuz im pretty much lazy.

Saturday im goin to the lion king with my family and my cuz's...i heard it was boring from some people and then other kids were like its alrite...so idk...im sure my ADD wont fail me....i think i might bring my cd player or something ha...

Sunday im suppost to go to Aaron and Sean's hockey game with mags...so this weekend i actually have something to do unlike last weekend...im pretty much in shock ha.

yep cant wait to get these bad boys off...((braces)) i cant wait for april 22nd!!!!

i got mad a lot of hw....gotta love DBQ's all due within 2 days! YUS! here i come funness!!!!!!!

Ilissa

HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:14:14 GMT

Yeah well this weekend was full of fun filled events...it started off with the boring skool play that i went to on friday with sam chelsy and the sullivans...then on saturday i sat home all day...and today i went to church which is always fun and then to religion which i would have to say the most fun that i had all week...whew im just overwhelmed with all the excitment that occured this weekend...cant wait to see what fun i have next weekend!

I ordered new sneakers online the other day....they are adio and they are mad sweet...cant wait to get them, im suppost to get them on friday...i hate waiting.

o yeah today i dyed my hair a dark brown, but a different color then i usually dye it...yea i was like wow i cant really tell a difference..,.but then after i like dried it and straightened it i can tell itz darker...and i like it.

umm yep so i pretty much cant wait to get my braces off...cant wait for april 13th.

i made lacrosse...so ive been pretty busy with that...really sore but i get over it...cant wait for our first game..itz gunna be intense. we are also goin to a bandits came april 1st so u know thatz gunna be excitting so im excitted for that.

alrite so im out...take care now.

Ilissa

Woah im mad bored....itz sad

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 21:50:04 GMT

I AM: Ilissa Christine Strychalski
I WANT: be successful
I HAVE: friends
I WISH: it were summer
I HATE: fake people
I MISS: my friends
I FEAR: lesbians
I HEAR: music
I SEARCH: for something to do that is fun
I WONDER: about many things..
I REGRET: bad choices
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: all over
I ALWAYS: get a.d.d.
I AM NOT: that great
I DANCE: once in a great while
I SING: haha when im being a dork
I CRY: when itz neccessary...once in a great while
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: only when i have to
I WIN: when i lose
I LOSE: when i win
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to do better in school
I SHOULD: get a job

x. father thinks I am: he doesnt even know who i really am
x. mother thinks I am: a good kid
x. I get embarrassed when: the teacher asks me a question and im not paying attention and im all like ahhh wow im dumb
x. makes you happy: being with my friends
x. upsets you: death
x. you keep a diary: no
x. you like to cook: no...i suck at it
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: maybe....cant think of one tho
x. you're in love: no
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: nah....i would confuse myself
x. you bite your fingernails: nope
x. you believe in love: yes

Who is...
The weirdest person you know: ummm..richie bogdan
the Loudest Person you Know:ashley mead
The Sexiest Person you Know: ha idk my grandma haha
Your closest friends: christine sam nicole maggie
The Person that Knows the Most about you: sara
your Crush?: i have many
Most Boring Teacher: mrs mazetti

What is...
your most overused phrase on IM: haha
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: bam margera becuz his pictures are right next to my bed haha
your best feature: i don't have any
your best inside joke: there is so many...

Do You...
Take a shower every day?: yus
have a(any) crush(es): yus
think you know you've been in love: no
want to get married: yus
have any tattoos/where: nope...want some tho
piercings/where?: ears and cartalage
get motion sickness: when i like read in the car
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: sometimes
like thunderstorms: yus theyre my favorite

SIGN: Cancer
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown...or like brown with gay red in it
EYE COLOR: dark brown
BIRTHPLACE: buffalo general

( FAMILY )
PARENTS: John and Deborah
SIBLINGS: Jordan and Nick
LIVE WITH: My mom and brothers
FAVORITE RELATIVE: my one aunt

( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: orange and orange
DAY: friday
MONTH: june
SONG: i have many
FOOD: i like tacos
SEASON: summer
SPORT: basketball
DRINK: crystal lite
VEGGIE: corn

( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? ummm yea i think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yus
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? obviously
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yea
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yus
MISSED SOMEONE? yus
HUGGED SOMEONE? yus
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

name 9 things you hate:
1. homework
2. liars
3. fakes
4. conceited people
5. lesbians
6. hurting people
7. the cold
8. 2 faced kids
9. ditchers

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? nah im straight
2. Bungee jump? maybe
3. Hang glide? yea
4. Kill someone? idk
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? not on purpose
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? NEVER!
8. Parachute from a plane? maybe
9. Walk on hot coals? ha no freak
10. Go out with someone for their looks? depends on their personality to go with them
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? nope
13. Wear plaid with stripes? ha prolly not
14. IM a stranger: maybe
15. Sing karaoke? yeah
16. Get drunk off your ass? of course
17. Shoplift? no
18. Run a red light? prolly if itz like real late and no one is around
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? nah
21. Be on Survivor? nope to lazy
22. Wear makeup in public? yus
23. NOT wear makeup? yus
25. Make someone cry? i wouldn't want to unless i had a really good reason
26. Call a teacher an idiot? ha yea
27. Kick a baby? no u freak
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? no thanx
29. Cuss out a priest? ha idk i would prolly be sent to hell
30. Take a job as a janitor? nah im to lazy
31. Wear a thong? yus
32. Stay up all through the night? yus
33. Drink straight espresso? yus

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 22:05:42 GMT

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 03:02:47 GMT

LAcrosse has started and im like soo sore...but itz fun i guess...umm so thatz all that has really been goin on. i went up 10 points in math so my mom is happy about that so i dont have to listen to her bitch anymore about my math grade...

today kayla came over to show me her new puppy that was fun. itz super cute....i can tell it likes me. haha

on april 1st the lacrosse team is goin to a bandetts game so im excitted for that..

yep thatz about all thatz goin on...i think im goin to the play this weekend with sam and the sullivans and we are gunna hang out afterwards...yep but idk.

alrite im out

Ilissa

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:38:43 GMT

Today was an unexpected excitting day...well this morning i had to wake up at 9 becuz i had church at 10 then after church i had religion class...yep all of that was boring..but afterwards me and my family went to my cuz jens house and brittney trifthauser was over so u know we chilled and then out of no where we were smoking weed....yea i havent done that in awhile but i got mad stoned today...i was all shaking and stuff...and then my mom was like are u feeling ok im like yea why and shes like becuz ur all pale and ur eyes look weird im like uhhhh yea im fine....i was nervous. it was fun hanging out with them...havent hung out with them in awhile.

yep that was my whole day...fun times.

lacrosse starts tom. im excitted.

new screen name: RANDolMKflane

i wanted a new sn so i asked nicole what it should be and she told me it should be that...itz some nickname she calls me...yea im not quite sure what it means but yea i was bored with my old sn.

Ilissa

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 21:31:53 GMT

Yesterday me sam and sarah went to the chinese buffet then we went to godstock...godstock was alrite maybe if i liked catch22 it would of been more excitting... but over all it was a good time hanging with my friends...then we went to janells crib and hung out there with some kids...and i ended up sleeping over there, yep she has a pet turtle and me and sam were playing with it haha....thennnnnnnn today i had my basketball banquet it was alrite...a lot of food so u know...so for the rest of the day i think im gunna sleep becuz im pretty tired.

lacrosse starts on monday...im excitted for that. yep and thatz about it.

alrite im goin to sleep

Ilissa

THANKS LINDSAY!

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 02:05:19 GMT

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:26:40 GMT

yea so today pretty much sucked...ummm maybe becuz i have this zip right in between my eyes...it sucked sooo bad, i felt so gross, and of corse everyone i asked didnt have cover up im like wowwww sweet. ummm yea i have a project due tom. for english and me and bailey are the only ones who are doin it in our group...and maggie. maggie isnt alowed to drive anymore again, yea so ill be taking the bus tom at 6:30 in the morning, yep should be fun.

yea i swear if this freaking zit wont be gone by tom. i was thinking about not goin to skool but now that i think about it i have to turn in the part of the project that i did and i have some lab to do in chem. mmmm maybe ill just wear a circle band-aid on it haha idk...mmmmmm im sooo annoyed with it...i never get zits and of corse now i get one, nope i couldnt get one over vacation but now that im back at skool i got one....haha wow i feel pretty pathetic by getting so upset about it but who gets one right in between the eyes? i mean i wont even know if anyone is staring at it...wow i love how this whole journal entry is about my gross zit...alrite enough.

um saturday nite i went to aarons hockey thing with maggie and then afterwards we went to aarons...yea that was fun, i got to chill with mags...and i always enjoy that.

On friday im suppost to go to the "God Stock" thing with meghan, sam, and maybe morgan...yea im excitted to see russ steigers band, and tims band...it should be some fun times...and maybe after we will do something else.ummm i dont know why im talking about friday already...yepppp still dont know why.

um yea right now i wish i was at the used concert...to bad that didnt work out...thatz ok just an add on to my bad day. wow im so jealous of whoever went to that.

Thatz enough of my mad excitting day...almost worth reading....alrite take care now.

Ilissa

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:18:49 GMT

yea so today pretty much sucked...ummm maybe becuz i had this zip right in between my eyes...it sucked sooo bad, i felt so gross, and of corse everyone i asked didnt have cover up im like wowwww sweet. ummm yea i have a project due tom. for english and me and bailey are the only ones who are doin it in our group...and maggie. maggie isnt alowed to drive anymore again, yea so ill be taking the bus tom at 6:30 in the morning, yep should be fun.

yea i swear if this freaking zit wont be gone by tom. i was thinking about not goin to skool but now that i think about it i have to turn in the part of the project that i did and i have some lab to do in chem